Normally, I try and keep things around here light, fun, and (I hope) entertaining or informative, but I have to tell you blog friends, it has not been a couple of weeks filled with light and fun at our house. On top of that, I’ve been doing a lot (and I mean a lot) of soul searching. What do I want to do with my life? How do I want to feel? What do I want out of life? And blog soul searching (blog searching?). What do I want this blog to be? Who am I as a blogger? Why do I want to write?Don’t worry, this isn’t going to turn into me whining. It’s safe to keep reading, I promise. ;)Almost two years ago, I lost my teaching job. At the time, I was half angry and half relieved to be away from what I considered a toxic environment,…