Hey guys! If you follow me at all on Facebook you’ve heard me mention “the scariest room in our house” several times in the last week or so. Well, now I’m ready to show you.At the base of our basement stairs, we have a small storage “room” that’s basically just concrete floors, a bare bulb and roughed in walls. It’s dark in there. Bugs like being in there. I hate going in there. I make hubby do it. No lie. Here are a few pics I snapped of the “before”:The view from the door. You can see a nice collection of wire hangers left by the former owner. We don’t know why. The middle of the room. Floor cluttered with tools, anti-freeze, and paint.The shelves to the left. Actually, these aren’t such bad shelves. Not the most well-constructed, but they’ll do to store plenty. We’re already discussing replacing them with something else.…
Downton Abbey Home Decor
Y’all I was just puttering around on Facebook instead of doing laundry when I spotted this:What, what?!?! Downton Decor??? Are you kidding me? Can I get on a wait list right now? I must have ALL THE THINGS!What about you? Would you like a piece of Downton in your living room?
Well Hello 2013!
Y’all, it’s a new year! I have so much planned for this year…and I’ll be writing about all of that, AND catching you up on where the heck I’ve been (buried under laundry…seriously, you should’ve called out the hounds…), and how our Christmas went. It’s all coming soon!Before I get to all of that though, I have to share something I’m crazy excited about. If you’ve never read One Artsy Mama’s blog, you’re missing out. I’ll fully admit I do a lot of lurking over there. I don’t comment nearly enough (or at all some months, but man I should!). Anywho, my good blog (and irl) buddy Eva @ Tales of the Scotts tipped me off to it and it has been so helpful!One of my favorite parts of Amy’s blog is her Growing Your Blog series where she shares tips for making your blog more successful in simple, workable…
Diagnosis
300.3Those four little digits make up an ICD-9 code for medical billing. But for me, it’s more than just a billing code. It’s what I have. I almost said it’s who I am, but that’s not true. I am a person. That little code is what’s wrong with me. (Even that statement is wrong. It’s not what’s wrong with me, it’s how my brain lies. And it does dear friends, it lies often.)So, unless you work in a medical office and do a lot of billing, you probably won’t know what that number means.300.3 is the ICD-9 code for obsessive-compulsive disorder or OCD.I’ve known for awhile that I probably had OCD, but no one (even former therapists) had ever put it in writing before and made an absolute diagnosis. I don’t have a dedicated anxiety or panic problem like I thought. I have OCD.Here’s a word of caution though, and a plea…
What We’ve Been Up To…
This post could easily be named “We Aren’t Hoarders, I Swear”. I considered it, but then I figured you wouldn’t believe me and sense it was a cry for help. Let me explain.Here’s my coffee from this morning:I poured said coffee at about 8 AM this morning. This is exactly how it looked 12 hours later when I returned home. I managed to get two or three sips. Why?This:This is our basement. More precisely this is about a third of our basement. Here take a closer look:This is what the basement looked like this morning (though I took these pictures yesterday when there was better light). When we moved in we knew we wanted this space as our family room, and we planned on getting new flooring once we’d saved up (we’re still planning and saving, but we’re close!). But it quickly became a catch all for broken down boxes and…
Normal
I wish that I could tell you what “normal” means, but in all honesty, I have no idea. I know that each and every day I pray that I can at least appear normal. Most days, I don’t feel I do, and on the “good” days, it’s a hard fought battle just to look like the rest of you.Every day I struggle to remember a time when I wasn’t worried, stressed out or afraid. It occurred to me last night that I no longer remember.I have anxiety. More specifically, I have an anxiety disorder. You can’t see it. It’s not like chicken pox or cancer. I don’t look sick. But I am. And unlike either of those things, there’s no cure (though I know from watching relatives suffer that there isn’t a cure for cancer either, but there’s hope).I think I’ve finally realized that I will forever be the way…
…Only It Wasn’t
Disclaimer: If you have anxiety or OCD and your symptoms are triggered by frank discussion about germs, fear and the like, then proceed with caution – and take care of yourself. YOU ARE NOT ALONE.It was a regular Saturday afternoon in late fall. Hubby and I were out shopping when I decided to try on a couple of shirts. I was in a hurry (we were just running out quickly before heading off to a nice date night dinner) so I found the nearest fitting room and ran in.I’ve been in a mood lately where I haven’t wanted to carry a full on purse so I just had my keys attached to a little Vera Bradley key chain wallet. I hooked them on to one of the coat hooks and started trying out my selections. When I accidentally knocked them off of the hook, I shrugged it off because I…
Clever or Crazy #1
OK so, like most of you, I’m on Pinterest (see sidebar to follow me!). Often, while I’m searching for uh hours, I come across items that I can’t decide if they’re clever or just downright crazy (and I can say that as a certified crazy person!).So let’s start a new fun series shall we? We’ll call it Clever or Crazy. (I’m so wordy.)Case in point:SourceKeyhole socks. You’re supposed to wear them with flats or whatever to keep your toes warm, I guess? I don’t get it. Really? I mean, I understand those little footy things to keep blisters at bay, but if you’re going to wear socks why not just wear socks.So, gentle readers, I ask: Clever? or Crazy?
The Things I Don’t Say…
Today’s post is incredibly hard to write. But it needs to be written. If you’re looking for upbeat, or crafty or DIY – today’s post isn’t for you. I’ll be OK if you decide to pass on it. I’ll even understand if, after you choose to read it, you’d rather not read my blog anymore. Trust me when I say that I’ve gotten similar reactions in the real world.I’m mentally ill.I don’t even know how to sugar coat that to make it sound funny or intriguing. I have something called Generalized Anxiety Disorder. And I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I never tell people that. Ever. But after the weekend I had, I felt like I had to. I spent Saturday night in the Emergency Room of our local hospital because I couldn’t stop sobbing and having a meltdown after something happened that even the “normal” people in my life found gross. I am…
Hurricane Sandy – The River Cresting
Hubby and I went out earlier today once it was safe to do so. We thought you might like a little peak at what we saw.